CHA CHA CHA !!!

The provocative music, rhythmical beat,
Hold me up to the wave of desire.
In flows the tide of pure emotion,
Out rolls the regress of losing heart.


Counting the score, and tapping feet,
Lift me over the edge of abyss.
Here the melody is cajoling love.
And fifteen dozen dreams float by.


Boom be le boom is a new code,
Of how passionate I will be here.
You receive all the fruit of desire,
As my soul sings, cha cha cha....

If Only I Could Remember...

Sometime, during this cloudy night,
I fell into a notion of a brighter hope.
Suddenly everything lost in the mire,
Was open to review, distributing a fire.

What was once, only a delinquent idea,
Is now such as the reality of all.
My memory is in transit, beholding how,
The clarity of my freedom arrives now.

Fighting with the bewilderment of courage,
Not knowing if I will survive the night.
Gives me a way to release control,
Over everything I had ever wanted to know.

The Laughing Drug.

Did you hear my thoughts spoken?
I sure heard my own voice talking,
But someone else being me.


The bed is moving and I spin,
A whole world is being re-found,
In crystal clear, fuddled muddy thoughts.


Are you laughing at me or with me?
My paranoia becomes a complete drug,
And my arms fold around a new heaven.


Thank you for showing me the vision,
The paralysis of all my ancient fears,
As I let it all go ...... and laugh!!!!








Ana.

BISCOCHO MOMENTS !!!

I feel as though I see you well,
And then I realise I am dreaming.
I'm laughing, but have no idea why,
Everything become hysterical insanely funny.

My head is light, my soul floating,
And I fall through the rabbit hole.
The circles of thought ricochet around,
My mind cannot rest in this blaze.

You seem kinder now, a ghost revisiting,
And I remember all of your beauty.
My life flows through the rivers of Joy,
And I come to rest, on marshmallow clouds....








A cake of secrets untold.

Up your own 'A'.

Its not about friendship,
Or even about having fun.
It might be about sadness,
When you make decisions now.

Looking to find a companion,
Someone with life to share.
Not looking for total perfection,
But how truthful are you?

Tastes will obviously show hint,
If we find a possible match.
But what importance do we,
Place upon supposed success?

If you have 'landed' now,
Why are you still alone?
Perhaps your view has given,
Over inflation to your EGO.








Swedish Mermaid...

Finding my MIRANDA.

I began at the beginning,
Where else should one start?
I gave up hoping I'd see,
And relaxed into feeling alive.

I pressed out of my head,
All desire to find you now,
And gave myself a day off,
Worrying what I would become.

A search of this length is tiring,
And my heart has found longing,
That all be accomplished now,
Before the day has grown cold.

A flurry of doubt disables,
And a retreat is becoming sure,
So will I go on still,
When I'm certain of no hope?

A definite contradiction of wisdom,
Becomes all my daily concerns.
To-ing and fro-ing on the inside,
Where indecision mortally wounds.

I know without an effort,
How can I receive reward?
But doing nothing to deserve,
Is surely the key to success.

Because I hold in high regard,
A lover I've not even met,
I set myself up for disaster,
Believing I deserve nothing more.

A sudden glow on the horizon,
Shows a wild spirit has arrived.
One who knows the heavens,
And the silences living between.

Could this indeed be my Miranda?
I witness her smiling at me.
The love in her beautiful eyes,
Announces that I have become free.

ONLY THE LONELY.

I hear no sounds just silence,
A pale moon rolls clearly aloft.
I feel absence of spirit,
And only wicked demons talk.

For a long time my pain,
Is that of a small lost boy.
Dreadful ideas play me a nightmare,
But the sun will appear at dawn.

Nothing will change for me today,
Another long distressing age.
Filled with my lonesomeness,
Waiting, hoping for a tiny miracle.

There are people all about me,
And yet all I feel is alone.
It doesn't become apparent now,
That anyone has even noticed me.

THE TATTOOED COWGIRL.

Marilyn and you share,

One or two finer points.

Both blondes, both pretty,

And definitely incredibly provocative....

Your smiles also shed light,

On the world in a coma.

Missing out on the glow,

That your presence has given....

I see a small hint,

Of a decoration to reveal,

A woman incredibly unique,

But the mystery is clear.....

Beneath the hat I see,

Someone who can live,

To the fullest of desire,

And immerse in pleasure,

YEHAW!!!

A Birthday to Remember

Today you should know whatever you wish to live,
You've followed a true path and arrived here in glory,
Sharing the love of ages with a world yet asleep.

We cannot lose our hope, this day is supposed special,
So why are we still lost with a tired and weary soul?
Could we not rise high above the places we have been?

Walking on the wild side has been a burning need,
And letting down my hair to feel the ebbing tides,
Has allowed a rising spirit to overcome a small dread.

In the evening sunlight a voice is being forever heard,
As it was in the day before life rushed on by,
And here I wait patiently for your welcome embrace.

My wish has been granted for I felt your attentions,
My soul can rest now on golden clouds floating,
The love of the Universe revives me once again.

ALL IN THE EYES....

ALL IN THE EYES....

Somewhere in a secret moment,

Your smile showed a flourish,

And your cute angel eyes,

They revealed your craving.

The way your face hides,

What your eyes cannot conceal,

Makes me very sad today,

For we have known better.

But we have all hidden it,

From the one we wish knew.

Our fears of being rejected,

Cramp our free style of flow.

What would it matter in reality?

If we showed how we felt.

Would your eyes still hide?

How desperate your heart feels.

It could have been the light,

If I had doubted the clues.

Yet I know in your soul,

You wish to be cherished now.

There you are smiling again,

But it does not move him,

The way it drives me crazy,

To know you this night.

Somewhere in the general plan,

You have become trapped again.

And your eyes let it show,

Just how desperately you suffer.

Be brave for yourself,

Let not fear hold you down.

Be the woman you are,

Let your eyes give you freedom.

x

AM I THE ONLY ONE HERE ?

I knew it would be quiet,
But am I only to see?
The peacefulness of the Isle,
That is basking in the sun?


Why does no-one still come?
And feel the calming wind.
A taste of island life,
Rejoicing in a mild winter.


It's really a great shame,
That the beauty of the calm,
Not be seen by more eyes,
And felt by yet more hearts.


Could I yet say hello,
To a love of shining eyes,
When we meet amongst the pines,
And the sand beneath our feet.

CRYSTAL CLEAR

Open eyes say go,
Fears are what still hold.
Can you release the doubt,
As I, and let love flow?

Do you believe in love?
Have you known this desire?
Can you resign to it?
Will you fall for me?

Something of a new choice,
One you've not felt before.
Leaves room for a reluctance,
To be bold in this hour.

For me your shining eyes,
Are telling of a yearning,
And I could quench it,
If you make a clear yes.

FIND ME SOMBODY TO LOVE

Life is like a bowl,
Sometimes full of fruit,
Sometimes full of space.

I wanted to be here,
Eating your ripe fruit,
Spitting out the pips together.

Is it so difficult?
That I find a love,
That feeds my cravings.

For my part I know,
I will feed you joy.
Just be, somebody to love.

ALL SO COMPLICATED

It should be very simple,
Boy meets girl, fall in love.
But I sense you're unsure,
Of why you feel so excited.


It could be your youth too,
Not convinced how I feel.
So will I make a move,
Or regret not holding you?


As we share our experience,
I notice you feeling different.
So will you know what it is,
Or will we never know?


We ready to part, but wait,
What have you on your mind?
It holds you here still,
Why not tell me my love?